The Return of the Yoda

Scotland THE Brave

A Typical "Welcome Home"

It was late autumn when I landed back in Scotland, though I borrowed the fare off family they didn't show face at the port ( traveling was now down to 10's and not 100's of km's ). Not much of a warm welcome, so the idea was since I was not getting a roof and with little money, then I would have to purchase a car.

A typical expense, where no help in getting a car but afterwards your were a free taxis. Though over the winter it lasted as shelter, as out of gas and no income during the cold season. After loosing the car to a flooding incident , it was the homeless system but though allowed a quick private rent, the carrot was dangled and then refused. As only 'social & shared' rent was the judgement passed over me , the waiting list system of months.

The Senior Development Officer : she slept well at night
( more decency out of the 3rd Riech : for nobody but the chosen ! )

Not for the homeless : Cafe & Needle Exchange
( For those in the system and off the books )

The fact as the Masonic brother of mine that you helped under similar circumstances , he'd found work with the homeless. Though all I got was two tin's of soup and not even a tin opener, courtesy of the job and not his pocket.

Modern Accomodation : "Open Plan"
1 month in the hostel 'system' was enough, as the company managing the homeless for the council took delight in your struggle. These people brought to my attention - 'happily', that my long standing website was taken down ( never mentioned my site, so they data mined me ). My advise to anyone homeless, 'Countryside' as framers / estate owners are more human than the city police ( try lighting a small 'keep warm / cooking' fire in the city ! ).

Even now classed as ' roofless ', the system did not change

Front and back views ; Priceless !

It must be said that the neighbours are quiet at night

Turtle Power : "Moving Home"
During this period , I took up wood carving as I had plenty of raw materials and time was not an issue. On a mobile call to a member of the family (Masonic side), without saying I was basically told I was a target ( " your barking up the wrong tree ' ). Now taking a logical side , if information travels by person(s) over many miles and hence it is not a small group but a system of people.

If you were to battle through the lies without knowing the ' KingPin ' , then time would be against you and circumstances would not change. So since their scvript did not change, my angle had too and that meant a different area i.e. two legged mobile home.

Base Camp 1, S.E. Fife, Scotland

It was after a few months , I came to the conclusion that I maybe on the ' books ' as homeless
but I was not in the system.

Base Camp 2, N.W. Fife, Scotland

It was over a month to reach 'Camp 2', as some moved you on. Here the view was good
and the water was fresh , so I was able to recover my strength. This meant my defence as an
online documentation of my situation ( note : .strangely taken down 6 months later )

Base Camp 3, S.E. Perthshire, Scotland

My adivice when roughing it, never pitch beside a road => use hill's & stream's for water. The Police may want to
interview you for non-standard living practise ( let them climb to the top !, not an easy 3:00am flashlight talk ).

An experience of Perth is they like to slip things into your drink and then steal from you
( that was my first night out , where by theft and harm didn't stop ). When the Police would try
anything to get you under 'Mental Health ', even if you came close to bending a law.

The Art & Practise of 1 - Singlism
( In a dark world, let them stay in the light )
'When you see the quality of your nearest family , though a few relationship's but a cheating brother. Where every girl was game to him and even those that shouldn't , a wake-up call to reason that your not ' putting meat in the table ' for him.. Some were easy choices but for one you couldn't, it hurt though the right choice
(' The Forfar Fox - Ali B. ' Body , Brains & Beauty )

Over time you see tactic's used against you i.e. drink , drugs , isolation & a grind down., but all you have they can't get if you stay in the rule of one.

In the depths of despair - Natural life !
A field mouse and robin - all on the egde of life => befriended
Even on dark days where winter approaches and the Police have taken you jacket after an accident, but you were assulted the in cell's like a criminal ( No Camera's). Also when your tent get's cut-up and items stolen , whereby Police blamed myself. When you think you are alone , it's is little things that bring you back and that was wildlife for me.

Seeing the real-life struggle in nature, Mankind's antics are nothing !

Seemingly I am a Bad Person - Indirectly
With the online documented website , I constructed letter's with it's address and started a limited mailshot. I also decided to burn a few bridges, so a repeat of the past cannot happen again. Even though one was in printed letter form , it was a witch-hunt aginst me , as the Police arrested me for a death / beating threat without proof.

As the inocent are guilty , the lock up was in Hospital without a legal trial and sentenced to 10 years + sedation. As warned on the first actual reduction recently in years, " if you feel unwell , put up your dose ! ". That meant they would be trying to break me down again , unfortunately I know their tricks but they keep trying.